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![]() The name is NURUL. Prefered to be called YULwho is born on 22JULY1989 |
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Tuesday, January 26, 2010, @ 6:06 PM
FRIGGIN BAD DAY (~,~) HOLA PPL SORI FOR NT UPDATIN MUCH TIS FEW DAYS... first up 2dea wnt for interview at an agency at NGEE ANN CITY wit ilah hhhhmmmm s asual we kind of late ~SKIP~ hiakkdush kind of shock cuz it wasn't wat i expected b4 d interview she say tat NUH cancer centre nid ppl but den 2dea she offer both of us diff tat is MOBILE NURSE ~WTH~ ![]() & were shock to see d terms & aggremnt see pix above ~WTH~(again) nid to pay dem $50 if we alreadi start werkin if we accept their offer but if we dun 80% goes to dem shoo tiz make us kind of 50/50 or esily say doubted wit tiz agency. well lets wait for 'e result aite Nxt story... it reali make me BOIL 200 degree celsius cuz i dn't reali expect tiz would happen i alweas trusted him i alweas silence & forgive wen he made mistake or get me into trouble but wat he did 2dea was SHOO unforgiven i been such a gd sis wen he took ma korean drama & ma other cds/dvds/vcds witout me knowin but den again it's easy for me to knw but 2dea more worse he took ma LAPPY gosh tooo much to endure & so ma VOLCANO explode those in d house saw me screamin,throwin stuff,cryin & worse still cursing which i dn't do @ home & also i curse & swear twrds ma mum i feel bad bout it but den again... lazy to explain cuz no one will understand IT HURT SHOO MUCH BEIN D BLACK SHEEP IN D FAMILY... BEIN BULLY & USED TIRIN TO BE THE LAST CHILD ALWEAS SUFFER IN SILENCE NO ONE TO TURN TO I HAD ENOUGH OF MA AUNT WHO LOOK DWN ON ME CUZ I DUN PRAY...ALWAES SAY BAD THINGS BOUT ME (FRM TOP TO BOOTOM OF ME... D WAY I DRESS OUT & EVEN @ HOME) FARKIN KEPO!!!! I HAD ENOUGH OF MA SIBLING TAKE ME FOR GRANTED USED ME LIKE A PUUPET WIT NO FEELIN I REMEBER WEN I WAS A CHILD GROWIN UP WIT LOTS OF CANING BY MA MUM I REMEMBER WENEVER I WNT SUMTHIN SHE ALWEAS SAY I'M TOO YOUNG FOR TAT STUFF IT ALWEAS MA BRUDER WHOM SHE WILL SPENT MOST GIVN & BUYIN WAT HE WNTS BLA BLA BLA... I KNW THINGS CHANGE... BUT D GROWN UP MEMORY SHE GAVE TO ME IS IMPOSSIBLE TO ERASED SHE WAS SHOO PROUD OF MA BRO LAST TYME ALWEAS THOUGHT HE WILL MAKE CHANGES TO D FAMILY BUT NOW WHO IS D ONE MAKIN HER PROUD ME!!!! D ONE SHE ALWEAS CURSE& SWEAR...HITTIN ME LIKE NO BODY BUSINESS WN'T SAY BOUT MA MUM & SIS RELATIONSHIP CUZ IT MAKE U ALL VOMIT BLOOD & MA DAD WORSE STILL I DUN TINK HE CARE BOUT US ANIMORE CUZ HARDLY SEE HIM USUALLY HE WILL GO LEPAK WIT THOSE IRRITATIN PPL TAT SIT @ KOPITIAM LIKE NO HOUSE!!!! WHY DO THESE PPL EXIST ANYWAY!!!! HW I WISH I COULD MOVE OUT BUT I ALWEAS TINK OF MA MUM BUT SUMTYMES IT FEELS LYKE SHE NVR APPRECIATE WAT I DONE FOR HER =..( P/S: HOW I HOPE TAT FAIRYTALES LAND EXIST CUZ I CN'T ENDURE WIT REALITY LIVIN CUZ IT PAIN IN D HEART...UURGGHH MA FEVER IS STILL ON/OFF,NOSE FEELS LYKE TRAFFIC JAM & ITZ HARD FOR ME TO BREATH & MA THROAT FEEL LIKE BURNIN IN HELL
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